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домашнее порно родственников And he did, he held a spoon. He did it later and more awkwardly at first, but he can hold a spoon. And that for me is symbolic in a way that I would never have previously considered flatware to be. But that’s so much of what Owen has become–the boy that makes me elevate spoon-holding to a spiritual experience.
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And I should be grateful for what we’ve gotten, for how far he’s come, and I am. And yet that’s still not enough.
I am the greediest of mothers. I want more.
And I want it to come easily. And I know that that’s a pipe dream, but I will stubbornly dream for it anyway. And we are finding out now that for so many things for him, “Point B” is not available. And apparently neither is the rest of the first half of the goddamn alphabet. So there is further for those new pathways to travel, and forging new roads takes time. It just takes so much time.
And somehow, while I’m watching him move forward, it also means watching him fall further behind. And that is heartbreaking. Because he knows now, he gets it. And so I want to speed this all up, to gather the words he cannot find and hold onto them for him, to hand them to him when he can’t reach back into his brain and seize them himself.
But I can only spoon-feed him for so long until he needs to hold the spoon and feed himself.
And it’s not happening fast enough for me, for him. He has words, but not enough. And I don’t know when he will get them, if he will get them. And I want more for him. I am supposed to be grateful for what he has done, for what he can do. And I am, my god am I ever.
It is not enough. I want more.
I am not ungrateful, but I am not satisfied. I am unable to look back and merely be appreciative that he is not the drooling, silent, immobile and unresponsive boy that they warned us he might be.
Because I am dreaming bigger for him. Because I refuse to accept “good enough”.
Because I am the greediest mother.
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